Morag MacDougal

[Hexed Private]
BOLLOCKS!
Prefect! How the bloody hell do they expect me to be a prefect at a time like this? Yes, it may only be temporary until Padma is better (which I hope for her sake and mine is soon). I am not prefect material, that is completely 100% Padma's department. I am the reckless girl that nearly shags her boyfriend in the hallway. (Who oddly enough is a prefect). I am not meant to be a prefect.

Bugger it!

I think if it were a more permanent thing I would be okay with it, bit it isn't. I am much more worried about the entire thing because Padma is hurt and that is why I land into such a situation. My best friend was hurt and I could do nothing to help it or stop it. I didn't even know it happened. How am I supposed to make a good prefect, and who the hell suggested me? I should have done something for Padma. Seriously who would have thought Stephen could do anything. He fucking loves her.

I DON'T GET IT. Why the fuck did it happen in the first place. I just want Padma to get better. I don't understand how this happened, how she got hurt. I just don't want to believe Stephen capable of it, but I have to stand behind Padma. If she wants to take the stance against him I will be there, if she wants to accept him back then I have to stand by that too. What happened just doesn't seem real or possible? Fuck I am confused
[End Hex]

[Hexed to Padma]
Padma! I hope you are alright. I have not come to visit afraid that your sister will beat me off or you. After reading your journal I just chose to give you your space. Please make note this was not an intention to slight you but to give you your space as you deserve. I am here for you when you need me. Just let me know. I hope you get better...please Padma. I miss you.
[End Hex]

Private to Ernie
So I know the past few nights you have said no to the whole letting me sleep over, but can I do so tonight? I miss waking up to you. Good god those dreams. I just want to curl up with you. And do dirty dirty things to you. Damn it those dreams. So please, can I sleep over tonight?
End Private

Private
I cannot believe these dreams I have been having. The things I have done to Ernie, and the things he has done to me. Have to admit it makes me tingly thinking about it right now.

I hope he says yes I hope staying his bed makes these go away, as nice as they are.
End Private

So this fog... weird.

I had the most amazing night with Ernie. It has put me into the most fantastic mood. Merlin I love him. I also enjoyed the waking up bit too. I feel amazing. If I could have more nights like that I would happy for life. If my parents get there way I should have them.

Anyway best prep for the game.


EDITED AFTER THE GAME
Okay game sucked we lost. My good mood kind of gone. I am extremely sore. I just want to curl up and rest. Broken arm has been mended, but I have been instructed to rest by the nurse. I am at least not in the Hospital wing, as she doesn't want me getting infected. Bollocks, the day started out so good.

Hexed Private to Ernie

Hi!

That was lame.

Is it silly I miss you?
Well I do.

So was wondering if you wanted to go on a date? Since we can't leave it will have to be here and might be kind of lame. Was thinking we could do a picnic dinner somewhere. Fireplace? Snogging and snuggles Good company.
End Hex

You know despite this whole virus thing and being trapped here, and all that has gone on. I am in a damn good mood and it hasn't disappeared since Ernie and I November some time.

Hexed to Padma

Are you okay? Have you found Stephen?

If you need me I am here.
End Hex

[Hexed Private to Wayne]
Wayne my love I am ever so sorry I missed your birthday. I have been a self centered bitch as of late, what with the whole arranged marriage thing going on. Look at me there I go again. Anyway I wanted to apologize for being such a ponce and wish you a belated happy birthday. I wished to ask what you would like for your birthday? Of course it would have to be something in the castle. I would be more than willing to have a repeat of the actions in the cupboard. I will do everything in my power to treat you to something in this castle whatever you like. I would even bake for you, though might not be the best idea.

So for the moment I shall give you this.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY with hugs and don't forget Kisses

[End Hex]

[Hexed to Ernie]

How are you?

[End Hex]

Apparently I should open my mail more often from my parents as I received a letter this morning and just ignored it think it was something ridiculous about family affairs and concern for my health. Finally I curled up to read it and what do I find out it was not something like that it was something much more devastating.

I have been arranged to marry by my father to a suitable pureblood suitor. I am pissed beyond belief that I have been arranged to marry anyone I prefer to find my relationships on my own. Not that the guy isn't a nice or good looking it is just not the way I wanted my husband to be picked. So this is no slight to Ernie.

Yes, I am arranged to marry Ernie Macmillan.

( Spoiled and Smart )